happy birthday to me

it will be my nineteenth birthday this coming sunday. i should be celebrating right now because i'll be one year older and wiser (then again may be not).

i lost my cellphone today.

sad, what a sad birthday for me. no sms messages from friends or calls from those who care.

usually when people greet me on my cellphone i write their names on a sheet of paper. along with the message and the exact time in which the message was sent.

birthdays are suppose to be happy, i hope that my birthday will be a happy one...